At Audi … for Music nite… in my psenti Sem was
ALL ALONE !
I know … even i felt wierd. After all, I had dreamed of a more enchanting wing experience during such times in my psenti sem or atleast was hoping that would have a girl friend by now !
People dancing … drops and streams of sweat trikling down their rhythmic jumping bodies and amongst the enormous chorus din…
… with Live music ( which made best attempts to get on my nerves … though a few were decent) … all alone amongst a huge crowd …was a vicariously different experience in itself !
Thoughts kept hovering my scarcely populated head …
Being alone has its own advantages…. no one questions you. You aren’t answerable to anyone … and are completely responsible of your fate. None other than you can shape your fate. It gives a funny yet serious feeling of having control.
But… then again … saw a couple … getting cozy ! Man wasn’t that sweet. Then there were a couple of friends … making mockery of already ” ____” Music club et al. Made it imperative for me to accept - What’s the use of doing and achieving what you wanted all ALONE … when you wouldn’t have any close known friends to appreciate and enjoy those few special moments.
Though … you have to treat them… be responsible for their actions on few occasions, also lose something just to help them out of a ditch … But I guess its definitely worht the ordeal. Man … was so bored sitting all alone there !
Yet … i still wanna be All Alone !
